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Miniblog #370: Doubt As a Christian Virtue?

Many Christians see doubt as the opposite of faith. This I find rather bizarre because I see doubt as the opposite of certainty. With that understanding, I would suggest that doubt is a reality of life. Read more

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Trying to Figure Out How to Embrace Critical Thinking While Rejecting Judgmentalism

This blog post is not about an issue that’s relatively settled in my mind. It’s quite the opposite, in fact. For years I’ve been wrestling with this one without making much progress at all. Put most simply, I believe in being a critical thinker and I believe in not being judgmental, but I don’t know how to be a critical thinker without being judgmental. Read more

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Life Lessons from Bishop John: Is Your Vice Wealth, Power or Sex?

* This is the first post in a new, ongoing blog series entitled “Life Lessons from Bishop John.”

My bishop, John Goodwin, has a question he asks every young man who comes under his spiritual direction: “Wealth, power, or sex. What is your vice? It can be all three, but it’s always at least one.” It’s simplistic, yes, but I don’t think it overly simplistic. Here’s the breakdown: Read more

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Stars in the Margins: Henri Nouwen Quotes from ‘Reaching Out’

Henri Nouwen Reaching OutI recently read Henri Nouwen’s book, Reaching Out: The Three Movements of the Spiritual Life. The first movement is that from loneliness to solitude. The second is the movement from hostility to hospitality. The final movement is the one from illusion to prayer.  Not gonna lie. The first two movements resonated to the very depths of my soul while the last one pretty much clanked off the rim. Undoubtedly that says as much about the reader as the author. The quotes below are the stars in the margins, meaning they’re the ones I liked so much that I put a star next to them indicating that they should be shared.

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Miniblog #369: The Meanings of Prophecy and What I Mean When I Say “Prophetic”

Based upon my biblical and theological studies, it seems there are three ways the word “prophetic” is used by Christians. Read more

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Miniblog #368: Trying to Be Local in a Globalized Society

It seems to me that we live in such a globalized, digitized society that the propensity is to care about many macro-level things while taking responsibility for few micro-level things. I guess that’s fundamentally where I’m at these days, especially in terms of the Israeli-Palestinian and Russian-Ukrainian conflicts. I’ve a general awareness of what’s going on and I’m praying for them. Yet I’m not going to fret, I’m not going to invest much time and energy, on these macro-level issues on which I can practically do next to nothing. For me it’s better to invest my life locally, which means Baylor University and Waco, TX.

Needed: Being Able to Discuss the Behavior of All Parties Involved in Domestic Assault

Yesterday morning I posted the following status update on Facebook: Read more

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Miniblog #367: Continuing the Process of Reconciliation with My Brother

Clayton's familyGonna keep this short and sweet. Many of my regular readers know that my only brother and I were completely estranged from November 2008 until February of this year. We finally saw one another at my dad’s cancer surgery this past winter and again when I returned to Tulsa for the first round of chemo. While I cannot report that there has been an idyllic reconciliation event, significant progress has been made. I apologized. He apologized. I’ve changed my expectations for our relationship. He has accepted that I need to be treated as a peer rather than a little brother. I’m making an effort to re-prioritize family relationships. He’s making an effort to tolerate our differences. I’m intentionally not rushing; trust is slowly but surely being rebuilt. All of this culminated in our time together this past Friday night when I met my nieces and nephew. As I’ve recorded this part of my journey nearly every step of the way on this blog, I figured I should keep the story going…

Miniblog #366: The Expectation for University Abbey’s Campus Pastors

This coming school year will be my second serving as University Abbey’s campus pastor. Brendan Payne will be continuing as an assistant campus pastor and our good friend, Simeon Snow, will be joining us as a second assistant campus pastor. Here I’d like to briefly clarify the distinctive nature of our ministry. Read more

Miniblog #365: Reflections on Matt Redman’s “The Heart of Worship”

Matt Redman’s song “The Heart of Worship” was released in 1999. To be honest, when it first came out I loved it. Now? I’m pretty ambivalent. Though I didn’t have the language available at the time, the thing I originally liked was its general aura of confession and reorientation: Read more

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Miniblog #364: On the Difference between Development and Progress

To my mind there’s an important distinction to be made between progress and development. Read more

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A Response to Ed Hird’s Blog Post Entitled “Yoga: More Than Meets the Eyes??”

Ed Hird is an Anglican priest in North Vancouver. He’s also a Facebook friend of mine. Though we rarely interact online, I’ve always found him to be civil. Must be the Canadian culture, eh? For some time now he’s been asking me to read and share my thoughts on his blog post entitled “Yoga: More than Meets the Eyes??” I encourage you to read his post before reading mine. It’ll help place my comments in context. Read more

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Miniblog #363: I Disagree with Henri Nouwen’s Idea of “Learned Ignorance”

Over the past couple weeks I’ve been reading Henri Nouwen’s book, Reaching Out: The Three Movements of the Spiritual Life. It’s an excellent work that, in my opinion, ought to be widely read among American Christians.11.I cannot recommend highly enough. That having being said, I have one major disagreement so far. And it is major. Nouwen encourages what he calls a “poverty of the mind.” Read more

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Miniblog #362: Building God’s Kingdom By Pointing Spiritual Nomads in the Right Direction

As someone who has spent considerable time exploring numerous christian traditions, I’ve developed a reputation as a guy who can point spiritual nomads in the right direction. People know I don’t have a “team” to which I’m loyal and am trying to recruit. That’s why they occasionally come to me asking what christian tradition, or specific denomination within a broader tradition, they should consider exploring. My focus in those situations is first and foremost getting to know the person well. Read more

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Miniblog #361: The Myth of Early Church Persecution? (Part I)

Preface: This is Part I in a 2-part blog series.

Contrary to the historic Myth many of us have been taught, it was extremely rare in the first three centuries of church history–prior to Constantine–that Christians were systematically persecuted.11.In Part II I will distinguish between a Myth and a myth. By that I mean identified as followers of Jesus, hunted down, and slaughtered due to their religious beliefs.22.Like what is presently happening in Mosul, Iraq. Read more

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The Counsel I Gave to an Ordinand Who’s Considering Leaving the ACNA

This evening I received a heartfelt email from someone who’s weary and considering pulling the plug on his/her ordination process in the Anglican Church in North America. It has been a hellish experience that keeps dragging on and on with no end in sight. The end of the email contained a number of specific questions. With a few edits, here are the questions along with my responses: Read more

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Why I Suck at Cooking

Finally figured out why I suck so bad at, and am so intimidated by, cooking. Five reasons: Read more

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Miniblog #360: Stop Using the “Wrong Side of History” Rhetoric

As someone who majored in History and has studied a great deal of historiographical methods, I cannot stand when people say, “You’re on the wrong side of history.” Rather than unpack that myself, I’ll defer to a pair of excellent quotes by Matthew Schmitz and N.T. Wright, respectively: Read more

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Stars in the Margins: C.S. Lewis Quotes from ‘The Four Loves’

C.S. Lewis The Four LovesC.S. Lewis continues to be one of my favorite authors, but I’d be lying if I said The Four Loves ranked high on my list. To be perfectly honest it was far and away the most difficult work I’ve ever read by Lewis. I found the introduction arduous, which (admittedly) probably says more about the reader than the author. Likewise, I found chapter 1 more than a little laborious. Thankfully, I felt there was a a marked improvement beginning in chapter 2. Overall it’s definitively not my favorite Lewis book, but keep that in perspective. It’s because I love Lewis so much. Below are the “stars in the margins,” which I put next to quotes I want to share. There are 28. They’re listed below.

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Am I a Feminist? That Depends on More Than the Mere Definition.

Am I a feminist? For starters let’s define the term. Read more

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Miniblog #359: University Abbey’s Policy Concerning Conflicting Political Beliefs

I’d like to make something clear. University Abbey is a “haven for thoughtful faith where doubt is welcome.” That’s our new tagline. We intentionally welcome people of (nearly) all political persuasion, whether conservative or progressive, libertarian or socialist. Read more

Miniblog #358: Stop Saying the Current President Is the Worst Ever

Obama is not the worst president in our country’s history.
W. was not the worst president in our country’s history.
Clinton was not the worst president in this country’s history.
H.W. Bush was not the worst president in our country’s history.
Reagan was not the worst president in this country’s history. Read more

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My Life Philosophy: Speak Up, Step Up (Miniblog #357)

I’m a big ol’ fan of people being vocal about their ideas, concerns, suggestions, and the like. Yet apathy is not an option. One of my life philosophies is that if you speak up, you’d also better step up. It’s like an algebra equation. The two sides had better match (or at least be aspiring to match). Two examples will illustrate the point. Read more

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Miniblog #356: In the Words of Tupac Shakur, ACNA, I Ain’t Mad at Cha

In 1996 Tupac Shakur released “I Ain’t Mad at Cha.” It’s a song about his peers who made decisions that set them on different paths. Tupac understood why they chose what they did. In the lyrics he expresses harboring no ill will toward them. Looking back on the arc of his life and his impending death, I see it as a song that both reflected and created healing.11.Though they inhabited separate worlds, he’d come to peace with their separation. I know it’s more than a little odd to reference Tupac in the context of my feelings about the Anglican Church in North America, but that’s exactly how I feel. Yet I’d like to dig into this on a meta-level. Read more

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My Five Thoughts on the Supreme Court’s Hobby Lobby Decision

At least a dozen times already I’ve been asked what I think about the Supreme Court’s Hobby Lobby decision. It seems the progressives are irate, the conservatives are euphoric, and there’s not much of a moderate outlook being voiced. At least that’s been my experience. For the time being, I have five brief thoughts: Read more

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Sixth Annual “Debunking the Fourth”: Top 10 Unsightly Facts about the American Revolution

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W.R. Inge once wrote, “A nation is a society united by a delusion about its ancestry and a common fear of its neighbors.”1.This is the sixth annual, reformatted “Debunking the Fourth” post. From the title alone it’s clear that the content is provocative. Mere shock value has never been my intention, though. Rather, my aim is the relentless pursuit of truth as a means of worshiping and honoring God. As a student of history, I’ve heard and read a lot of things that don’t comport with the conservative, pro-America stance to which so many of my fellow evangelicals hold. I love these people and count many of them as dear friends, family, and mentors. That, and not a desire to be argumentative, is why I’m worried about the widespread misunderstanding of the historical realities surrounding the American Revolution. Whether willful or ignorant, the propagation of these erroneous claims is not only deceptive, but has real potential to damage our witness. Since we Christians profess to be people of the truth, it follows that there are times in which we need to be confronted by unpleasant facts that will force us to reconsider our beliefs, opinions, perspectives, and ways of thinking. There have been plenty of times I’ve been in this position, and I can definitively say that I’m a better man and Christian for it. My hope is that the content below will positively challenge people’s perceptions of our country’s origins and that we would all worship our God through the cultivation of our minds. One need look no further than the American Revolution to see that this claim has merit. This week a lot of American Christians are experiencing a patriotic fervor that’s premised upon historical falsehoods concerning our country’s origin. Let’s correct some of those misconceptions, shedding light on the Top 10 most unsightly facts that most of these folks haven’t heard, or refuse to acknowledge, about our country’s war for independence: Read more

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Skepticism Toward Frequent Appeals to Direct Revelation from God

I find myself intensely skeptical of anyone who appeals to direct, personal revelation from God on a frequent basis. That includes laity and clergy alike. In my opinion, phrases like “God told me”, “the Spirit placed it on my heart”, and “I received a word from the Lord” absolutely have their place in the christian life.11.This is because I wholeheartedly believe in such active, tangible work by the Holy Spirit. Yet continual appeal to them gives me pause. Read more

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Miniblog #355: Reconsidering the Spiritual-Psychological Dynamics of Space

Over the past several years I’ve been slowly reconsidering the spirituality of space. Back in my fundamentalist, Pentecostal days I was imbued with a strong belief in it. The spiritual realm was overt and tangible. I was taught to ground my faith in, and focus my energy on, the battles of spiritual warfare: good vs. evil, angels vs. demons, Christians vs. pagans, etc. Read more

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Miniblog #354: Confessing a Major Mistake from My First Year as UA’s Campus Pastor

Ministry. I don’t like that word–or at least that form of the word. It’s because I’ve heard it used carelessly too many times. It always stresses me out. It makes me think of the Marthas of the world who are continually busy doing stuff but seldom just spend time with people. Especially when people use the definite article in front of it (“the ministry”), I think of busybodies who are continually planning for the future and struggle to simply be present in the moment. I do like the word “minister,” though. Read more

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Leaving the Timberwolves, Joining the Spurs: The 12 Reasons for My Fan Conversion

Well, this is difficult and emotional, but it’s official. I’m removing my fan commitment to the Minnesota Timberwolves and pledging it to the San Antonio Spurs. The T-Wolves will always have a warm place in my heart, but I’m now a Spurs fan. Here are the 12 reasons why: Read more

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Miniblog #253: Reflections on Power Dynamics, Blogging, Fear, and the Internet

Whenever I tell someone I’m a blogger, I make a point of carefully observing their verbal and non-verbal response. In my experience, there are three general outlooks. Read more

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People Keep Telling Me to Exercise Restraint, But I Don’t Think That’s the Biblical Model

This evening I sent the following email to a friend and mentor who I highly respect. I’d be curious whether my readers agree or disagree with my thesis. Thoughtful feedback is welcome in the comment section. Read more

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Stars in the Margins: Anne Morrow Lindbergh Quotes from ‘Gift from the Sea’

Gift from the SeaAnne Morrow Lindbergh’s 1955 book, Gift from the Sea, is written by a woman and to women. Having just read it, I have five thoughts about that. First, there have always been ways in which I don’t fit the mold of the typical American dude. I tend to be intensely self-aware and am quite in touch with my feelings, which experience suggests separates me from most of my male peers. Second, in my opinion men would do well to learn more from women. There are many things to be gleaned that simply are not naturally on our radar. Third, American society has definitely changed since the mid-’50s. Thankfully it seems men are more receptive to books like this than they were in the past. Fourth, men would do well to read books like this just to understand. Not to argue about which way is best, but simply to understand where women are coming from. Lastly, while the book is certainly written from a more feminine perspective, I for one didn’t find it overly emotive. The author did a terrific job of seamlessly weaving together the emotional life, the contemplative life, the spiritual life, and the behavioral life. All that being said, the quotes below are the “stars in the margins.” That means they were my favorite quotes that I wanted to share. Read more

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Miniblog #352: A Condemnation of “Homeless Spikes” and the Ruthless Spirit Behind Them

As University Abbey’s campus pastor I’ve intentioned to provide spiritual formation that has a strong social conscience. That’s why our Evening Prayer liturgy has specific concern for the less fortunate. Together we pray, “Provide for the homeless, the hungry, and the destitute.” Read more

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Miniblog #351: University Abbey Has Been God’s Means of Grace in My Life

University Abbey aspires to be “a grace-filled community where no question is off-limits and civility is the norm.” As its campus pastor, I’ve made a concerted (albeit imperfect) effort to help cultivate that “grace-filled” culture. Read more

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Good News & Reflections: Doctors Cannot Find Cancer in My Dad (Miniblog #350)

This past winter and spring were rough. Read more

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Honesty or Forgiveness: Choosing Between Atheism and Dispensationalism

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Stars in the Margins: Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s ‘Life Together: The Classic Exploration of Christian Community’

Bonhoeffer Life TogetherI have a love-hate relationship with Dietrich Bonhoeffer. When I agree with him, I passionately agree with him. When I disagree with him, I passionately disagree with him. He offers readers a vast wealth of spiritual wisdom and practical counsel. That’s especially the case if you consider his short years. At the same time, he’s definitely far more pious than I am and more strongly influenced by 17th century Pietism. We also part ways in that Bonhoeffer was a biblicist whereas I definitely am not. I love Scripture and firmly believe in continual biblical saturation, but the Bible is not the be-all, end-all of the christian life. As believers we must never go far from Scripture, but neither should we dwell exclusively on Scripture. In my opinion, Bonhoeffer commits the common evangelical error of nearly treating God’s Word like the fourth person of the Trinity. Again, it’s a love-hate thing. That being said, the quotes below are those I love in Bonhoeffer’s Life Together: The Classic Exploration of Christian Community. Read more

Miniblog #349: Theology at Its Very Worst and Its Very Best

From the behavior I’ve witnessed as well as the history I’ve studied, it seems to me there are three general tendencies for how Christians deal with adiaphora. Read more

Stars in the Margins: Philip Yancey Quotes from ‘What’s So Amazing About Grace?’

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As a ridiculously slow reader, I try to get the most out of what I am able to read. Over the years I’ve found I retain content better when I write in my books, so my method is to put brackets around portions I find insightful or particularly well-written and stars in the margins beside quotes I want to share. Below are my stars in the margins for Philip Yancey’s 1998 book, What’s So Amazing About Grace? For those who’ve not read him, Yancey has an extraordinary skill in offering profound insights in an accessible way. This whole book is a prime example, which is why I highly recommend it to just about every Christian. Read more

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